Thursday, April 26, 2007
Yesterday, I had my job interview with the head of the physics department for the teaching position. We were scheduled for an hour-long interview, but we only talked for about twenty minutes. He said he didn't really have any questions for me because he knew me pretty well already. And then he asked me if I had any questions. You know how right near the top of the things that you're supposed to do to prepare for a job interview is "Think of questions that you can ask the interviewer." Well, I didn't have any questions. I completely forgot about that. But I don't think it was a big deal. I don't really know what to make of the interview, since it was so short. But they've seen all the candidates now; I guess I was the last one they had to talk to, so I should be hearing about their decision pretty soon... I mentioned several posts back about the article I'm going to have published in Optics Express. I should also mention that there was an article published in March on my graduate student work. I'm second author, although since I did ALL of the work to set up the experiment and took ALL of the data and did pretty much ALL of the analysis of the data, I really should be first author. I'd even go so far as to call it unethical that I wasn't first author. But there's not much I can do about it, and it's not such a big deal that it's worth making a big stink over. And I refused to write the article because I've been too busy with my work at the Air Force Academy, so it was my own fault that the choice of author order was out of my hands. Anyway, it is an article, and my name is on it, so that's all for the good.
Monday, April 23, 2007
Yeah, I know it's been over a week since I posted. So sue me. Actually, don't sue me. I'm a little short on money since my car wreck and paying for my upcoming vacation. But sue me in September when I have some money saved up. And see what I care. Cause I won't care. Cause I post what I want when I want. Anyway, as for what's going on with me, I have an interview scheduled this Wednesday with the head of the physics department for that teaching job I applied for. I heard somewhere that there are three applicants for the two positions, but I don't know for sure. I'm not betting on anything one way or the other, and the truth is I could really see the positive side of not getting the job. If I get the job, I'm committed to staying at the Academy for at least one more year in a non-permanent position (this teaching position is temporary, i.e. non-tenure-track). If I don't get the job, I can stay in my research position, hopefully publish a few more articles, and start looking for a tenure-track position this winter. So, really, it's not such a big deal either way. As for the class I'm teaching now, it's going OK. It's a lot harder than I thought it was going to be, though. When I taught as a grad student, it was mostly a tutorial format. There were 15-20 people in the classroom, but I'd only interact with them if they needed help. It's a much different thing to just be in front of a class and try to lecture. You don't get the same feedback you do when it's one-on-one, so it's hard to tell whether they know what you're talking about or whether they're drifting off and counting the minutes until the class is over. So, it's difficult for me to determine whether or not I'm doing a good job or a bad job. They have a lab tomorrow, and I think I'm going to give them some board work on Thursday, and then I'll be able to see what they know. So, we'll see. In the meantime, enjoy this cat on the computer video:

Sunday, April 15, 2007

As I mentioned in my last post, I've gotten very busy trying to handle teaching a class on top of all of my other regular research duties. I'll talk more about how teaching is going sometime next week; the students have a test on Monday, so I'll get a better sense on whether they've learned anything from me, although, based on the homework set I just graded, the answer is no, they haven't learned anything from me. But I've only had two full lectures (and a review lecture for their test), so I haven't had much of a chance yet.

A week-and-a-half or two weeks ago, I mentioned that I was thinking about posting about something that I've been thinking deeply about. My thinking about that particular subject came and went, but this post on Pharyngula brought it back to mind. I'm an atheist, but it's something I've never mentioned here and hardly mention in everyday life. I've never it mentioned here for two reasons: because back when this was ostensibly a site that may be read by future employers, I figured that admitting I was an atheist could reduce my chances of getting a job. The other reason, and the reason why I hardly mention it in everyday life, is that atheism is hardly a part of my life. I've been an atheist for just over 5 years, but before then, I was a non-churchgoing theist. I was one of those people who would say, "I know there's something more out there, but I don't like organized religion." But my position was basically theoretical. I hadn't gone to church since 7th grade, and I didn't miss it. So when I became an atheist, it wasn't traumatic, it didn't involve awkward confessions to friends and family, it just meant moving from one theoretical belief to another.

Lately, however, quiet, unassuming atheists like me have been challenged by more outspoken types. You may have heard reference in a news story from the past year to The New Atheists. PZ Myers, whose Pharyngula blog I linked to earlier, is a New Atheist. Others are Richard Dawkins, a British biologist, and Sam Harris, who arguably brought the New Atheist movement into the mainstream with his 2004 book The End of Faith. More recently, Harris has been debating Andrew Sullivan on beliefnet about whether Christianity is true or false. I believe he won the debate decisively, but of course I'm biased.

The defining feature of the New Atheists is that they are not quiet and accomodating towards religion. They believe that religious beliefs are demonstrably false and/or ridiculous, and that they should be called so in the public sphere. They believe that the belief that religion must be "respected" in the public sphere is dangerous, because it allows some quite ridiculous ideas to propagate unchallenged or little-challenged, and unfair, because atheism is regularly ridiculed, attacked, or sneered at in public with virtually no consequences. The rallying point for New Atheism came when several public school districts mandated that Intelligent Design should be taught as an alternative to evolution in biology classes. Intelligent design is basically Creationism obscured by scientific-sounding jargon. Despite sounding like science, Intelligent Design has no basis in real science, and has no standing among real scientists. Nevertheless, because some religious people don't like evolution, it was decided that Intelligent Design should be taught as an "alternative" to evolution in science classes. And survey after survey said that the general public thought that Intelligent Design should be taught in public schools. This situation prompted the New Atheists to argue that taking a respectful view towards religion is not working.

While I basically agree with the stance of the New Atheists, I don't follow their practices in my daily life, mostly because I'm non-confrontational by nature, and also because most of the people I encounter on a day-to-day basis don't bring up religion with me. But I do think there is something to be said to try to "out" yourself as an atheist whenever it's appropriate, because when religious people say that atheists are immoral, or hedonistic, or live meaningless lives, as religious people often do say, they usually assume that none of the "nice" people they know are atheists. If such people find out that friends, family members, or well-liked acquaintances are atheists, they may not be so quick to indulge in unfair stereotypes. Similarly, if there is someone out there who is questioning or has rejected their religious beliefs, but is afraid to admit so because he or she is afraid that they will be ostracized or made fun of, it makes it that much easier to know that there are more people like him or her out there.

The thing that brought all of this to mind a couple weeks ago was a post I found via Pharyngula about the Blasphemy Challenge. The Blasphemy Challenge is a project that encourages nonbelievers to publicly state their nonbelief by denying the Holy Spirit. According to one interpretation of the Biblical verse Mark 3:29, this will damn a person to an eternity in Hell. The Blasphemy Challenge was controversial, even among many unapologetic atheists, because it seemed to be (1) silly, and (2) an unnecessary provocation of religious people. It's one thing to debate the truth or untruth of religious beliefs, it's another thing to take those cherished beliefs, and go out of your way to make a show of your contempt for those beliefs. I didn't participate, but I was in favor of the Blasphemy Challenge. I basically saw it as a case where there is no questioning of Christians who publicly declare their beliefs, from political candidates thanking God in their campaign speeches to sports players praying on the field to actors/singers/entertainers praising God when they win some award. I hardly see how that is any more or less appropriate than a non-religious person saying that they don't believe in the Holy Spirit. If that offends religious people, well perhaps it's time for them to accept that just because they hold something to be sacred doesn't mean that everyone else has to. Anyway, the debate rattled back and forth across the blogosphere, and towards the end of the time when it was still a story worth talking about, this post, which is the post I mentioned at the beginning of the paragraph as causing me to think about my own atheism, came out. It explains the stance of atheists as I like to think about it, that is that while we'd prefer not to cause offense, the unfortunate fact is that we must cause offense simply by being who we are, so the best we can do is try not to be jerks about our beliefs. However, if there are atheists who are jerks towards religious people, it should be realized that they're coming from a world where they're very being is offensive to many, and where it is acceptable to be insulting and demeaning to them about their beliefs, so we should not be so quick to judge them harshly

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
So, it's been a while since I've posted anything. The class that I'm teaching is going fine so far. They have a test next week, so I've been trying to catch them up on all of the material so that they're ready. Anyway, with the teaching job, I'm now atrociously busy, which is why I haven't been posting much. I'm working on a new article, and right now I'm having trouble finding 5 minutes to sit down and get started writing it... Hopefully things will settle down. I only have 5 more lectures between now and the end of the semester, so that's not too bad.
Thursday, April 5, 2007
So guess what happened yesterday? Well, before I tell you, there is a bit of a backstory. One of the people who works in my lab, a friend of mine, got "RIFed" (pronounced riffed, like the guy in West Side Story, Riff, um but with an "ed" at the end of his name...) RIF stands for reduction in force. Unfortunately, my friend was a full-time employee, not a contractor, like me, which made him vulnerable because the Air Force Academy has faced some budget cutbacks, and they eliminated his position. He left at the beginning of this month. It was pretty crummy for him, but it turns out that he's interviewing for a bunch of 100+K salary jobs, so it looks like he'll be just fine. Anyway, he taught a class, and when he got RIFed, there was nobody left to teach his class. So, they asked me to teach the class for the rest of the semester. The class covers optics, and my contract says that I'm allowed to teach cadets in my research subject area, so I'm allowed to teach the class under my contract, unlike the earlier time when I thought I might get a chance to teach. Tomorrow is my first lecture, so I don't have much time to write this post. I'm still working on writing the lecture. Also, some more good news for me, I found out yesterday that the article I was working on was accepted for publication in Optics Express. It's pretty cool that it's getting published in Optics Express, because you don't have to have a subscription to read the articles, so you can actually read my article when it gets published.... Not that you'd necessarily want to, it's not exactly light or pleasant reading or even comprehensible unless you've been studying frequency-doubling in periodically-poled crystals. But you can skim through it and get an idea of what I do, or at least what I did last year. I'll make sure to link to it when it gets published.
Sunday, April 1, 2007
Happy April Fool's Day. There are no April Fool's jokes in this post. No really, there aren't. Seriously, there aren't!!! Well, OK, I will post this link to the self-described "Best April Fool's Joke Ever". My personal favorite, though, is a British news story advertising the release of Burger King's new left-handed Whopper, which had a special attraction for me since I am left-handed and have been waiting my whole life for fast-food tailored to the special needs of lefties.

As for other news, I'm super-excited because this Friday I checked on the Machu Picchu trip that I was planning on doing this June, and the trip is now guaranteed. When I first made reservations a couple weeks ago, they told me that if they didn't get enough people on the trip, they would have to cancel it. But now it's guaranteed to occur. So, I checked on the status of my passport, and it's supposed to arrive next week, which is perfect. And I went ahead and booked my flight to Lima. Because part of the trip involves working with children at a drop-in center and helping out with household tasks in the village of the porters who will be guiding us on the Inca trail, I think it'd be a good idea for me to speak at least rudimentary Spanish. I can speak a very very small amount of Spanish, mainly from living in Houston, but also from my high-school Spanish class, but it's not close to being good enough to communicate anything more than Where bathroom? and Do you speak English? So, I'm going to download Spanish courses from this Learning Spanish Like Crazy website, which got great reviews on Amazon. The only thing I'm a little worried about is that the Project Choquequirao vacation that I'm going on is listed as 5/5 on the physical difficulty scale. I'm in good shape, but I don't know if I'm in that good of shape. So, I'm probably going to try to climb at least two 14ers in May to try to make sure I'm prepared for high-altitude hiking.